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Jan 17
2008

MY PTSD BATTLE

I ALWAYS KNEW I YELLED FOR A REASON, I WOULD SMELL SOMETHING FAMILIAR AND JUST PANIC, MY DAUGHTER WILL DO SOMETHING THAT I DID AS A KID AND GOT IN TROUBLE FOR AND I WOULD START SCREAMING. I CAN WATCH A MOVIE AND ALL THE SUDDEN START TO CRY. SOMEONE APPROACHES ME FROM BEHIND AND TOUCHES ME, I SWING. A MAN WILL JUST SAY HI AND I CAN'T GET INSIDE FAST ENOUGH, IT IS REALLY HARD TO LIVE LIKE THIS.



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I'm Sorry
written by lonewolf, January 18, 2008
Hi Ohiomel's

I am guess that you have lost a family memeber I do hope I am wrong but I think thats what PTSD means please correct me if I am wrong.
I just wanted to let you know that this is a good site to meet people that have lost people and or just to talk to I myself have lost 2 family members and still have a hard tom dealing with it, It also found out how many disorders I have so please keep some Faith that you will get threw it remember you have family
yes and no
written by ohiomel, January 18, 2008
my ptsd stems from being molested and raped by my birth father for 15 years and then getting married just to have my ex husband molest my neice and my daughter. It won't get me, I fight for good day I have. Thank You
So sick
written by ohiomel, January 22, 2008
Sorry I haven't been on, try to check messages, but we are all fighting the flu, I am so sick and bathroom seems to be my new home. I willbe back as soon as this goes away. Everyone take care and watch out, the flu leaves u really feeling horrible

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