I ALWAYS KNEW I YELLED FOR A REASON, I WOULD SMELL SOMETHING FAMILIAR AND JUST PANIC, MY DAUGHTER WILL DO SOMETHING THAT I DID AS A KID AND GOT IN TROUBLE FOR AND I WOULD START SCREAMING. I CAN WATCH A MOVIE AND ALL THE SUDDEN START TO CRY. SOMEONE APPROACHES ME FROM BEHIND AND TOUCHES ME, I SWING. A MAN WILL JUST SAY HI AND I CAN'T GET INSIDE FAST ENOUGH, IT IS REALLY HARD TO LIVE LIKE THIS.