peanut

My family and I are going through a big change. We are buying our first house and she is a fixer-upper. It is very scarry and exciting at the same time. We have to gut it and start anew so it's alotof work. We are exhausted and sore. I am hurting so bad and am trying not to show it to anyone. I don't want to sit around and watch helplessly while they do all the work. I refuse! I want to be a part in all this so I can say I helped make this house our home too. I just take one day at a time and my pain pills to get through. I can't wait to get it done and be livin in it! Meanwhile my new neighbors are very nice but they all smoke pot , including their kids, so I have to be carefull. I know I can't protect my kids all the time, so I pray they don't get into that stuff. My hubby and I haven't had much alone time do to him working his regular job and both of us doing this house. We are just to tired to care right now, but I miss it. I know we will get back to it when we aren't so busy. It has been real hard to keep up with the Trailer Home I'm in and that house. It has been a juggling act. By the way I also babysit for my neighbor and my sister on top of my 4 kids. CRAZY! Well, I feel very blessed with my family and my new home.