out of control !

I am back from vacation and still confused. I had alot of panic attacks while on the road and my doc says it's probably from going towards the Hypo side, but I don't  know. My mind races, I get shaky, my heart pounds-skips-and does summersaults, I sweat, I can't breath, and I practically go into a seizure! I try to calm myself, but it doesn't help. The only thing that helps is to remove myself from the sittuation that has me wound up. And some times I can't do that right away. I had a great time with my family at Dollywood dispite the attacks atleast. I want to go there again this summer, but I have to get better first. Not sure how though????? I am going to see a new Endo next month, so mabey she'll actually listen to me and be able to treat me better. I really hope so, My family is so stressed by all this. The mood swings are the worst! I am not a mean angry person inside but my kids tell me every day "your mean!" I pray we get through this before it destroys our relationships. Today I'm hurtin in my joints and muscles. Cleaned the house some, can't do no more so on the computer. I'm sapposed to go clean my husbands parents house before his grandparents move in this weekend.  I don't know if I physically can, but I promised him I would. I will try cause I know he will just think I didn't feel like it or somethin if I don't.  I love this site and all my buddies out there! Couldn't do it without ya! peanutnelly