Well Its been a undescribable two months the month of march - our ceiling collapsed - we got intot a car accident - someone then broke into our car - my cousin had her baby girl in the hospital it only lived for 47 minutes then died - i had 8 doctor appointments - then in april  i was put intot he hospital which was hard cause my husband has heart problems and bi - polar with scofeniz manic depression so he was stressing me out while i was in the hospital - it was tough i got my colonoscopy and endoscope done they took 7 biopies and some growths i will find out what the results are in may - i was put in the hosipital this month the day i got out a lady smashed into our parked car so our car is recked - but things are starting to look up our landlord fxed our ceiling - my major tests are over with - i have to take 27 pills - 6 insulin shot and drink 3 ensures a day but iam ok with it cause t could always be worse LOL . me and my husband will have the money soon to be able to fix our car - now that iam home my husband is doing better not acting all crazy and lost without me - I love him :)  my ocd was stressing me out - i ended up making 20 scedules and 35 lists lol i have this thing that iam unable to do anything without my lists and schedules i just cant function without them - i have one for everythng lol . but its good to get on here and talk things out - ive been dealing with this since i was 11 years old i cant help but think i should be use to all this but i never do get use to it it gets me so depressed sometimes - its hard cause my dad is now sick i love my dad i dont ever want to be without him - he has lung disease and a lot fo other problems - and a lot of bad things has been happening to him . so i kinda take care of my husband my dad and try to keep myself healthy its hard. but iam staying positive cause it can always be worse .

you know they say if everone put there problems in a hat and we all had to pick out of the hat and get new prombles you would want your own problems back LOL -   anyways thanks for listening