Well Its been a undescribable two months the month of march - our ceiling collapsed - we got intot a car accident - someone then broke into our car - my cousin had her baby girl in the hospital it only lived for 47 minutes then died - i had 8 doctor appointments - then in april  i was put intot he hospital which was hard cause my husband has heart problems and bi - polar with scofeniz manic depression so he was stressing me out while i was in the hospital - it was tough i got my colonoscopy and endoscope done they took 7 biopies and some growths i will find out what the results are in may - i was put in the hosipital this month the day i got out a lady smashed into our parked car so our car is recked - but things are starting to look up our landlord fxed our ceiling - my major tests are over with - i have to take 27 pills - 6 insulin shot and drink 3 ensures a day but iam ok with it cause t could always be worse LOL . me and my husband will have the money soon to be able to fix our car - now that iam home my husband is doing better not acting all crazy and lost without me - I love him :)  my ocd was stressing me out - i ended up making 20 scedules and 35 lists lol i have this thing that iam unable to do anything without my lists and schedules i just cant function without them - i have one for everythng lol . but its good to get on here and talk things out - ive been dealing with this since i was 11 years old i cant help but think i should be use to all this but i never do get use to it it gets me so depressed sometimes - its hard cause my dad is now sick i love my dad i dont ever want to be without him - he has lung disease and a lot fo other problems - and a lot of bad things has been happening to him . so i kinda take care of my husband my dad and try to keep myself healthy its hard. but iam staying positive cause it can always be worse .

you know they say if everone put there problems in a hat and we all had to pick out of the hat and get new prombles you would want your own problems back LOL -   anyways thanks for listening

So I finally figured out what happens with an iv iron transfusion you got in your choice of everyday for 5 days or every two days for two weeks you get so many units - it lasts two hours no tv they saidbring something to do. they also sad percase tyleno pain pills before i do my first one for side effects are chills / fevers  and joint pain - sounds fun ugh .  i start my first one the first week of march for 5 days stright i want to get it over with. I get my colonoscopy / endoscopy done march 20th they changed the date on me it sucks its 3 days before easter but what can ya do.

well my doctor called and my bloodwork showed i lost more blood they sad if i pass out go to the emergency room untill i can get the iv iron infusion. the cat scan showed i have crohns in my colon  in my small intestines and in my large intestines and its all inflammed. they sad they couldnt try sergery cause its everywhere. . . . . . i dont think they know what to do cause my crohns is not respnding to any of the treatments. i now weigh 115 pounds there not sure how to stop me from losing more weigh. They moved my colonosopy and endoscopy to march 20th so they can completely knock me out . . . my doctor said after that test they will try to figure out a plan. I mean can you really die from crohns is the doctors cant save you ?

Last night I thought I was going to have to go into the emergency room due to this pain I just started having. I was in the er not to long ago over this pain . They said its acid reflex disease. But Thepain is due to my gallbladder I dont have stones but There talking about a possibility of wanting to take it out ?? I am not sure why cause of the acid is causing the pain ? ummmmmmm   I wonder is that even a connection can acid reflex cause gallbladder attacks ? Its confusing to me. 

well ............... I seen the crohns doc today and I have many tests to ge done these few weeks Im not happy about them. Feb 20th I will be going in for an iv iron transfusion and a cat scan . and march6th I am going in for an colonoscopy and a endoscopy on the same day ugh !!! i never had an iron iv infusion I cant take iron pills without getting sick Iam not sure how Im going to do with this. I never had both a colonoscopy and an endoscopy on the ame day either Im scared of waking up in server pain. The doc promised me I will be completely knocked out. So these few weeks is bloodwork and all that stuff.   what a life to have with crohns !!!

For all the poeple who helped me get my diary page name changed . Thank You .

Well I went today at 1:30 pm and it made me a lttle depressed my sugar was high still - two weeks ago my sugar was 400 my humo globan was 9.8 and my weight was 122 , Now i weigh 116 pounds my sugar was300 and my humo globan was 9.7 . I switched my diet the best I could so now I hve to take insulin pills called janument 2 times a day with a insulin shot in my stomach every evening !!!! I think cause my crohns is flared up its keeping my sugar high. My blood was really low there talking about a blood transfusion possible next frieday when I go to the crohns doctor. At what point is enough enough . I had plans for my life and the way it is now was not how it was suppose to be   no body deserves to be sick all the time. Ill let you know what happens next friday.