Today wasn't a very good day. I woke up as tired as when i went to bed. I was so stiff, and was very uncomfortable. My neck was stiff, and my left elbow, my knees, and my ankles ached all daylong. I rested and waited for my Doctor's office to call me back. I thought about my life and how i want so much but i can't have it right now. I want to be independent and strong. I don't want it to take me a whole day to do laundry, and i don't want to stay home feeling sick and tired all the time. Yes i have ok days, but i never have good days. I am trying so hard and most of the time i am so close to giving up. Giving up is so easy, and easy is not what i am used to, so i am going to try and keep going.