Diary Entries for Awna

March 11, 2012

Awna

I congratulate myself heavily. Somehow, and I'm not sure how but i'm not complaining, i've managed to lose close to 40 pounds in the past year! I'm so excited about it that i almost can't sleep at night. of course, i never could to begin with but that's all right. at least this time it's for a good cause. YAY ME!

Nov 24

Awna

Okay so I'm pretty excited that I've finally begun losing weight. So far since like May I've lost about 20-22 pounds. That's big for me. I'm so excited about it. I can only hope andpray that it continues dropping until I get back to the weight that I remember being happiest at. Awesome!

Dec 3

Awna

Okay so today marks the beginning of the end to my weight concerns. I had a training session with a personal trainer at the fitness club I joined and it was very helpful. Even knowing that anybody on my friend's list can read this, I don't mind. After all, we're all here to help each other right? So anyway, I was weighed at 187 lbs. YUCK! I need to get that way down! And come hell or high water, I shall. From this day forward, every monday, wednesday, and friday I'll be going to [...]

Nov 22

Awna

I joined the fitness club like I planned. That's good.I can start getting in shape now.Now I find myself wishing that my love life would follow my example. -_- Ha! What love life? It doesn't existand it likely never will at the rate that I'm going. I guess maybe I am just a walking disease. Sigh...such is my so called social life. I can't even find regular friends to spend my time with. It makes me wonder what is so wrong with me that makes people just hate me? Oops. But I guess [...]

Nov 4

Awna

Today I felt a huge relief pass over me. I now know that I don't have to pay up to 450 towards getting labs and tests before my GI switches me to the new medicine. Thank god for that because I don't have 450 to spend. I already spent my paycheck that I'll be getting tomorrow. sigh I need more money!

October 25

Awna

Today I followed up with my regular physician. It's no big surprise that he didn't tell me anything different than the Gi did back onthe 21st. Although I did manage to succesfully get a prescriptionsleep aid out of him so hopefully that will go a long way towards fixing my insomnia. They both said to take the Prednisone until it's gone and then consider taking something else so I guess they are in agreement. But why does one GI said take Pentasa and the other says to take something e [...]

October 21

Awna

I tried to go out and get back into the swing of things, just a little bit. I went to the bar to try and shoot some pool hoping that it would distract me from everything that's been going on but tono avial. It almost seemed to make things worse. I couldn't shoot straight, I was thoroughly angry every time I missed. I was violent and throwing the cue around. I cancelled on my friend who was coming up to entertain me even. I don't understand how something so stupid could have such a hu [...]