|Nov 22 2010|
I joined the fitness club like I planned. That's good.I can start getting in shape now.Now I find myself wishing that my love life would follow my example. -_- Ha! What love life? It doesn't existand it likely never will at the rate that I'm going. I guess maybe I am just a walking disease. Sigh...such is my so called social life. I can't even find regular friends to spend my time with. It makes me wonder what is so wrong with me that makes people just hate me? Oops. But I guess that line of thinking isn't going to solve anything. But then, neither has any attempt I've made at correcting the wrongs in my life. I just...wasn't meant to be with anybody in either family, friends, or lovers. It's time I realized that I was meant to be alone. That's the way my life has always been and that's how it always will be. At times I find myself wishing I couldn't accelerate time and just get the rest of my life over with. There's nothing in it worth living for anyway so why can't I wish that?
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