Why wear a ribbon?

"My grandfather suffered a massive stroke" (Namastacie)

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"MDJ to me is a place where nobody judges me, and everyone is on an equal footing. A place where help and comfort is only a few clicks away, and a place where I can help and get help" (willow1878)

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okay so...my story I guess -ill update this alot-

i didnt realize my Diary title was for my ENTIRE diary, nor did i realize it was permanent anyways
ive been a writer for years so ill always be adding to this
the best way to find out how i feel or what i think,
get me to write it
anyways...enjoy

hmmmm not sure what to think

Jan 11 2011

well i get to saee my DR. on thursday...

i wish my Will could be there with me...but he has work...

ive know this Dr. my whole life so im not sure if that is goingto be a good thing or a bad thing

and i wonder how my mom is going to handle knowing that I WAS RIGHT...

its going to be weird going into see someone who has known me to be a happy go lucky easy going kid my whole life and be like oh yeah

"i need to be tested for BPD i have eating disorders im an ex cutter and i think i was raped! happy new year!"

i just cant wait for thursday

Previous diary posts by CharlotteLuren:

DAMN...JUST DDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMNNNNN
i did it!!!!!!!!!!!
feelin better
i cant do it
i just wanna punch a wall

nervous break down anyone?
GOD THIS IS NERVER RACKING AND DAMN AGGRAVATING!!!...
my new home
k..my story

Comments (5) Add Comment

written by Thomps, January 11, 2011

Good luck dear
:-)

written by jlschindlbeck30, January 11, 2011

Do it! Just blurt it all out and talk without censure. A good therapist won't judge you. They're job is to write it all down and analyze it and diagnose you with the help of a Psychiatrist. Lay it ALL OUT ON THE TABLE. GET IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!! smilies/grin.gif

written by CharlotteLuren, January 11, 2011

I wish I could be there too sweetheart. I love you.

written by WilliamEverwood, January 11, 2011

Sorry about that sweetheart! I didn't realize you were still logged in! In any case, that thing "you" said above... Yeah. Imagine my face is next to it.

written by CharlotteLuren, January 12, 2011

haha your funny honey haha that made me laugh