|Jan 11 2011|
well i get to saee my DR. on thursday...
i wish my Will could be there with me...but he has work...
ive know this Dr. my whole life so im not sure if that is goingto be a good thing or a bad thing
and i wonder how my mom is going to handle knowing that I WAS RIGHT...
its going to be weird going into see someone who has known me to be a happy go lucky easy going kid my whole life and be like oh yeah
"i need to be tested for BPD i have eating disorders im an ex cutter and i think i was raped! happy new year!"
i just cant wait for thursday
i did it!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant do it
i just wanna punch a wall
GOD THIS IS NERVER RACKING AND DAMN AGGRAVATING!!!...
my new home
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