nights and mornings

I had to attend another friends funral today. Last time I went to one it was a nightmare, I shook, my head bobbed, my arms swang I could not walk myself out the door. Only this time I planned betterI sit in back, I took extra senemet before hand. my arms still swang a little and my hands had tremors along with my legs but when it was over and time to walk up front to  hug the family and say my good byes i didn't sneek out the back with wifes help i made it to front said my good byes. PD wasn't going to control me this time, and it didn't.