Angry and Annoyed |
Mar 11 2011 |
I had a day of writing letters to prison women planned today, was actually going to do it yesterday but i had 0 energy and went to sleep early which is very rare for me so i told myself i was gonnado it for sure today but now i am uncontrollably furious for some reason and i don't know why i just woke up this way
So now i can't write shit because if i try it will come out horrible and crazy, and this anger lasts all day,...im either depressed all day or extremely angry like now,...which prevents me from doing anything
fuck life
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I have had similar days like me wanting to accomplish stuff even one thing and i do absolutely nothing, i know with you it sounds like your mood and your fear of it reflecting your writing. Its wonderful you do this, this work is definately a 'calling' you have to keep in contact with these people who must mean a lot to you, i commend you for this, you are a very caring loving person. Wow you must really help make their days brighter, i can see why you want to make sure you are feeling fairly good beforehand. If i were you take your moods as they come, be easy on yourself you will know exactly when the timing is right for when you can do this, its not always when we want to do it, these women the timing for when they receive these letters need to be right too, i mean timing, i believe in life sometimes things happen just when they are suppose to, kind of weird like i had my first child at 33, not a young chicken, and it was the right time, kind of like thata...take care much hugs your firend Lorry (((Hugs))))
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Maybe you could try going for a walk or just go outside. Maybe go outside and scream at the top of your lungs to let it all out. The neighbors if you have any might not like it but who cares what they think. lol Again I am sorry you feel so crappy and hope you feel better soon.