I'm so worried about tomarrow. I hope they don't get mad at me for not wanting Methadone. I just don't want anything to do with that medicine!

I don't think I would do well with Methadone anyway because I have been very nauseated lately from my IBS. I have read that Methadone is the easiest on the digestive system, but that it can cause nausea and vomiting and God knows I have enough nausea and fight constantly to not be vomitting.

If my IBS gets to bad I start getting sick and can't stop and then my body starts shutting down. My old specialist prescribed me Norco 10's for my IBS because for what ever reason the only thing that calms it down is pain meds.I never got to take them though because my mom brought them home and left them on the counter and her X husband took them.That was years ago though so I'm not upset.

I hopeI can remember to take those stupid Fentynal patches back with me! I would hate to drive all that way and then have to leave with nothing for this pain because I forgot those stupid patches!

My left wrist hurts so bad that I can't even turn a door knob with it. I'm feeling so nauseated that I can't stand to eat, but I make myself eat a little because if not then the real fun will begine.