I don't know if any of you have ever sat and wrote down every symptom you have, but I did today and when I looked at it I thought if I was to hand this to any doctor he would think hypochondriac for sure. I can't help that I experience these things, but even when I look at it, it just seems so unbelievable!

Some of the symptoms I only have every once in a while, but some I have on and off throughout everyday and some are constant.

I'm really scared now that I have written it all out like that. I look at it and think I'm dieing for sure. As much as I say I want to die thats not what I want. I just want to be pain free and normal.

I told my mom that it would be great if the rhuemy I go to on the 19th would diagnose me with something other than Fibro and get me on the right meds and all my symtoms clear up! I know I'm dreaming, but I'm allowed!

I wish, hope and pray that some doctor somewhwere finds a cure! I would run down my street screaming and shouting in pure joy lol! Then my knees would buckle and I would fall, but it wouldbn't even matter because I would be so happy!