|Feb 28 2012|
The last few days I have been VERY depressed. Even my meds haven't helped much. Prayer and moral support from friends and loved ones has been a help but there is still a very deep hole that I can't seem to climb out of. My SO has been very patient and understanding, despite me pulling the drama card on him the last few nights. It almost seems like I'm sabotoging myself, like a part of me is afraid to be happy. I love him so much and I don't want to loose him but I fear that if my depression continues I will run him off. I just don't know what to do, I almost wish I could disapear for a little while and gain some clarity. But, I am excited that I will get to be with him again in 11 days! I just hope I have my depression in check by then.
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