Why wear a ribbon?

"My husband is a Viet Nam Veteran" (maebellino)

MDJunction to me

"A place to communicate with individuals that share my
pain and joy and allow me to "vent" without being judgmental.. MDJunction helped me understand my condition when many did not." (bmac)

more testimonials

my survival

the day i found out about my illness

My Painted on Smile

Oct 02 2009

Perfected in time

Always trying to shine

My painted on smile

While (inside) I cry all the time

my fake existence for you

To try and get me through

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant it to be this way

I tried to be accepted

But you were the only one

Who could understand and except

In the way in which i am

But still, lie to you

As I can't accept the way i am

So you see me still

With this painted smile on my face.

Previous diary posts by angel11:

This Pain Isn't Real
Dying inside
feeling pissed off
I Hate It
Anger

The Little things
You Took Me away
I Hate You Because
Negative Energy
My Painful Life

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