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My Shine

Borderline Personality Disorder and self mutilation...Ten years later...Bipolar Psychosis. Whats next?

Leaving the house...

May 05 2012

Its my really good friends birthday today and I promised that this one I was going to celebrate with her. Im hesitant to leave the house and go be around others...strangers. Ugh I try not to thinj about it...and the fear is still pretty strong. I got the war paint on and my hair out of its ponytail. I sure hope everything just goes alright and not filled with too much drama. Man this is tough.

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written by Joy75, May 07, 2012

I hope you ended up having a decent time while you were there. Sometimes we just don't feel like we can do things. Especially with new people being there. I don't like being around strangers either. It takes me awhile to warm up to people too. I'm sorry your fear was so strong.