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It's only Tuesday....

Jun 12 2012

It's only Tuesday and my week has already started with the ups and downs.

This weekend was a lot of fun. Two of my kids stayed the weekend with me, both of my boys. Friday, they talked me into digging in my closet and getting out my old 8 track tapes. We had a blast listening to music on my ancient stereo. Then Saturday, we went to a car show and had more old school music time. I even had some phone time, non text, with my girlfriend, which always cheers me up.

But today, my girlfriend texted me and I let her vent to me. It seems, her former husband has not done what he is supposed to be doing. We both thought that all she had left in relation to her divorce was waiting the required time after final papers are filed. Well....we were wrong, she was woke up from her nap with news that the former husband has been served with papers no less than 5 times and has not signed the final divorce papers. I was stunned, but knew he is a jerk. My girlfriend, whom I want to marry, is absolutely livid. To top it all off, when my girlfriend filed her income taxes, seperately from the former husband, the refund money was not put in her account, but in his. His mother showed my girlfriend his bank statement. There is little hope that the money will be recovered since he has already spent it, what a d-bag.

I was really expecting a good week for me, but someone has to ruin it. I bust my rear to help keep my girlfriend happy, and it steams me when someone comes along to add stress to her.

I am sorry I just needed to vent.

Previous diary posts by lovesBPgf:

A good couple of weeks
A new beginning

I learned a valuable lesson

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written by 317537ny, June 12, 2012

My week has also started with ups and downs. Waiting to hear answers to when I start a job and if I get approval to open a business on an Army post.

Today has been rough with thoughts of suicide or self-injury. I feel like I'm jumping from my skin and feel no relief.