so i got the job at huron mountain club its a summer job so i leave on the 29th of next month our family is moving a few blocks down so thats really all thats happened so far this summer but ill keep posted as much as i can

todays been really good right now im hanging out with my friend kassi shes prety cool so ya we just got done wachin a movie it was called licensed to wed its a really good movie so thats wats goin onnand im workin on a fundraiser for cedar point with our youth group at church

i got a job i babysit and i make 750 an hour its so great i start in like 2 weeks its a lil boy who is 3 and a half ..... i lil girl who is 10 months their so cute i cant wait i havent hada job in for ever so like i said wwwwoooohhhhoooo

for some reason i cant get in to my diary on any other computer but life has been looking up i am probably geting a babysitting job makeing 750 a hour and im almost done with school for the year i onlyhav 12 days left so its been goin real good my grampy got married on the 19th and my aunt who i havnt seen i 8 years came up which was real fun we hung out the hole time she was here and she brout her friend jen who is kindof like a aunt to me now so i gaind a hole new family and i can talk to my aunt now cuz i got her number and shes on my myspace so its real cool a guy from the local collage came to my school to day to tell us a little bit about it there and he was really cool he answered a lot of my questions and wen i say a lot i mean a lot he started callin me question girl it was funny so ya that preaty much wats been goin on. . . . . . . . . . . . . ill keep posted as much as i can

so ive been hanging out with my friends more but haent been going to church as i should i usualy go once on mondy, wednesday and twice on sunday but in order for me to get to school on timei cant go on monday and wednesdays cuz i stay at my grammys and church is by my house..... thats wat sucks about not having a linces. but at least im not sitting here board most of my friends live out here by grammys since this is ware i go to school and all i havent had a out break in a wile so in really happy about that. and my grampy and grandma are getting married on saturday whitch is really exciting i cant wait for that..... i have to go to the doctors about the biopolar soon and i dont quit no wat to think about that yet....... the thing that sucks the most though is all the people who i thought were my best friends im starting to find out they arnt the only good thing thats comeing out of that is i dont have to wast my time thinking there my friend wen there not.....   i watched this show a couple of days ago that really touched me i really think it could help a lot of people its called "The Last Lecture" type that in on yoetube its really insperational and i think it could end up helping a lot of people

so our internet got shut off so i aint on as much only wen im some where else my sisters birthday was last friday and were celebrateing it today my family is probably moveing out of the county so im moveingout cuz im staying around here theres this place called voices for youth and they are going to help me get a job and a place to live

my mom went back down state again for more appts. before her surgerys since i wrote last i found out that somebody who i thought was my best friend really isnt the funny thing about it is it does evenbug me im fine about it. i think deep down i knew that she really wasnt a real friend just some1 she could use  im doing really good in school but right now i have a really bad cold and it sucks i can hardly talk cuz im loosing my voice and i had to read aloud in school ud think that id be smart enough not to smoke wen im loosing my voice but it just makes me want one more and i give in so ya idn....

so i guess every thing has its ups and downs life is getting a little better but i still have my downs ive gotton to spend more time with my family which is good but my mom is haveing trouble with her hip. school is doing good but my sister keeps brakeing out in hives and we think that she is alergic to yet a nother food

 

so i havent wrote in a wile but i have had a lot of fun.... we went to a lot of x-mas partys and spent a lot of time with the family... on new years eve i baby sat these two cute little kids....  my mom is in real bad shape though her hips are getting worse and she has to get them replaced right now the kids are at my grampys and im at grammys cuz shes down state seeing a specialist. i hope shes ok

so today is christmas and im at my grammys my uncle mikey is going to help me set up my mp3 that i got for my birthday and we had a big dinner and opened up presents its preaty fun and ive been doing good as far as my moods go

so i had my birthday on sunday and at first it was really sucky but then it turned out to be really fun one of my best friends came out to celebrate with me so still doin good and still standing strong

yesterday was such a long day i woke up at 5 and went to bed ant 11:30 today is going to be even longer because i had to wake up at 5 so we could take my brother in to the emerginsie room for his surgryon his ears. is im sittin here in the waiting room.....waiting for my moms boyfriend to come and drop my friend off and then were are going to go to school. what really stinks is that my birthday is this weekend and i gotta get the house clean for my party and i cant go to bed early.....  so im really tired :(

today was preaty crazy but not bad at all i had a friend that i hadent cn in a long time and we had a really bad snow storm last night but to day i had to help a friend move but it was really coldand for if im not on tomorow that will be a even crazyer day cuz i gotta go an fill out an ap for bellringing and then have to fill out a bunch of paperwork. i dont no how my day will go hopefully good. but idn yet im still livin today.:):)

to day was a soso day first i was happy then all of the sudden the littlest things would set me off. i went to my room so i wouldnt scare the kids by yelling. but all i felt like doing wascutting i think my mom new that cuz she wouldnt let me out of her sight. it ended up getting better after i cryed it out, but still it was a really bad day. now its all fine im sittin her rightin this then im gonna finish waching peter pan with the kids..... heres a question i have for any1 who reads this does any1 no how i can not have these mood swings?.?.     :(

today my friend brittany came over and shes staying the night, shes proby moving in which will be really good cuz then she can help me and i can help her.were together to the end ffe. shes been there for me through thick and thin. i dont no wat i would do without her. shes an alcoholic and trying to quit so i can finally be there for her. :) :) :) :)

things were bad for a wile i  was getting into trouble and  almost got kicked out of school but now  im back in school and hopefully every thing goes good in court cuz then life will be on the road to perfection. my best friend quit drinking and is going back to school. :) the exciting part is she will be in my class... :) :) :)