Just A Daily Diary Of My Moods And Feelings http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/my-moods-and-feelings Thu, 20 Jun 2013 04:52:29 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/my-moods-and-feelings/my-days-without-meds-page-4 <p>I&#39;ve Been Away For A Couple Days And I Guess The Mood Swings Are Getting Worse And Better I Dunno If That Makes Any Sense But That&#39;s Whats Been Happening. Sometimes I&#39;m Really Happy ThenIts Like A Switch i&#39;m Sad And Wanna Cry.I Guess Thats All Apart Of Being BP. I Know It Would Be Better If I Was On My Meds But I Dunno Of Any Mental Health Services In Texas Where I Live. Nobody Can Tell Me Anything. My Sleeping Has Gotten Worse. Sometimes I Can&#39;t Sleep And When I Do I Don& [...] AlanKin http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/my-moods-and-feelings/my-days-without-meds-page-3 <p>I Haven&#39;t Been On In Awhile Because Of The Holiday Weekend.. It&#39;s Been Stressful. Been Having Mood Swings And Trying To Hide Them. Sometimes Very Well Other Times They Come Out And Upset ThoseAround Me. I Found Out Days Without My Meds Are Harder Then Those With. I Really Need To Get Back On My Meds. But I&#39;m Still Looking For Mental Health Services. Sometimes In My Head I Feel Like I&#39;m In A Room Filled With People And I&#39;m Screaming And Noone Can Hear Me. I Just Feel All Al [...] AlanKin http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/my-moods-and-feelings/my-days-without-meds-page-2 Well Today Was Another Good Day For Having Bi-Polar. I Had A Slightly Annoying Day. I Was Mad When I Got Up Today Cuz I Was Fighting Some Jerks About Unemployment And Those People Dont Know Their HeadFrom Well We All Know The Rest Of That Thought. I Been Upset Most Of The Day But When I Have Something To Preoccupy My Mind It Kinda Takes The Edge Off Of How I Am Feeling. But It Dont Always Work. I Have Wonderful People Around Me And They Make Me Feel Good About My Self. But Sometimes People Alone [...] AlanKin http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/my-moods-and-feelings/my-days-without-meds Since I&#39;ve Been Off My Meds.. Things Have Been Hard. Since I&#39;ve Been Off My Meds Good And Bad Things Have Happened, I Lost My Girlfriend Of 2 Years.. But I Have Gained A Girlfriend That&#39;s Trying To Understand Bi-Polar Disorder. When I Have Mood Swings I Don&#39;t Get Yelled At Like I Used To When I Was With My Ex. But Another Bad Thing Is I&#39;m Not On My Meds. And I Still Get My Mood Swings And Get Upset Easy. Sometimes I Can Control It To Where Nobody Can Tell I&#39;ve Hit A Low P [...] AlanKin