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Apr 05
2008
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I am a person who hates feeling like my feelings do not matter. I'm that friend that everyone goes to when they have problems or issues, or just needs to have that moment to vent,and needssomeone to listen. I've always been that person. I've learned that when I needed that same in return, about 90% of the time I was not going to get the same back. It's always frustrated me. Because of the type of person I am, I've gone years allowing that to happen. I am at a point in my life where I really need to vent. I really need to get a lot off my chest, and no one is listening to me. This includes my husband. Several times I have all but screamed for someone to listen to me. If it didn't have something to do with them, they could not be bothered. I've been told that I need to focus on my family. On my daughters especially. How can I focus on other people when I can barely remain stable for myself? No one understands that. I have a lot of fear going on in my heart and mind. I feel as though I'm slowly losing my sanity. I can't get a grip on what's happening to me mentally. No one is listening to my cries for help. I know I need help. Joining this support group was my first step. I think I may also need to go physically to a support group. I'm not sure yet, but I know this is a start. Why is it that no one is understanding how serious what I'm going through really is? What will it have to take before anyone finally realizes how serious I am?
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