|Sep 23 2011|
So, this weekend is my 30th class reunion. I find it hard to believe that I have been out of high school for 30 years. It feels like I just graduated. Now my son is 21 and in college and my daughter, who is my baby, is 18 and about to graduate herself this year. How did this happen?
This weekend is homecoming weekend, and tonight is the homecoming game. Everyone is meeting for the game and then going out for drinks after. I know I can't do the game. It's cold and damp and I don't do well with that combination. I don't know if I will meet them for drinks or not. I'm not really a drinker, and I don't want to drive home late. We live about 20 minutes away from my hometown, so its not far, but far enough if I have been drinking.
Tomorrow they are having a golf outing, a motorcycle ride and bag toss tournament in the afternoon and the dinner in the evening. My class had a band that played together for several years, even into college years. They have gotten back together for the event and will be playing at the dinner. I'm looking forward to it, but not feeling like I can handle it.
I have been feeling really bad the last couple of weeks. The fibro is kicking my butt! Last month I was feeling pretty good and felt like I might be past the worst part of this thing. Now I'm hurting and feeling really depressed about it, and feeling old to boot. I'm almost 50. My kids will be gone soon. I'm in constant pain. I just want to crawl into a corner and die.
Boy, I sure will be the life of THIS party, wont I!
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