|Feb 03 2010|
God , Vacoomay is all that I have some times . The journey that my thoughts take me on with my angels is what i know will keep me content . Some timesthough I cant always escape into my thoughts and close myself off to the world and pretend no one is there . I need to live in the reallness of things . Its just so hard though . There has been so many shelfish thoughts of suicide and so many feelings of displesure that my world seems small and unbearable . I dont know what to do so times . Its almost as if i lost track of you and my beliefe that things are better when your near . because when your not or i loose that beliefe like I have been for the last couple days or even in times when i cry my life seems so hard and so unbearable . I want something more . I need you back in my life . please .
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