My Life. My Story. My Scars.

I'm feeling pretty great right now! I got to see Jed on Saturday, I'm taking my depression meds and exercising (it's really helping my depression), I'm losing weight (down to 149!), I'm getting along with my dad (he's still very sick though so I'm worried)! I'm excited because I should be getting a new phone soon! I'm also excited because Jed has a job interview today and I'm very excited for him. He loves working and is ready to start working now so I'm very happy for him.

With the good comes the bad though. I'm worried about my dad and Z (both are very sick and I really wish I could do something) and I've been fighting with my mom alot lately. We're getting into screaming matches and it's very stressful. I'm also very tired (so naturally irritable) because of my diet. I almost fell asleep in Jed's lap at the dance Saturday night lol

As of Friday I haven't cut in 6 weeks and I'm very proud of that. Things are still hard but I'm in a great mood today and seeing the positives!