"Before I found this site I felt so alone. Watching my daughter struggle with IH and being treated like she had two heads from doctors. I have plenty of family and friends but there was nobody that really knew what she was going through.
weight, depression, changes |
Mar 08 2011 |
I havnt been to sleep in a couple days. As tired as i am, sleep just wont come. I think itscuz ive been pretty depressed lately. For a long time ive been obsessed with my physical appearence. I always felt that my depression was caused by my weight or looks. I think ive finaly come to the r
No More |
May 05 2010 |
I have proven myself to him. Ive done everything i could. I gave him a place to live. I feed him. Ive paid his bills... When he needed me, i was there. Ive been there for a year now doingeverything. Ive proven myself to be a good person and ive been the best i could be for him but it just isnt good enough.
To find out he brings another guy to a friends hotel room for t
I Just want to be happy |
May 03 2010 |
This hasnt been an easy week for me. Ive tried to explain bdd to people close to me but they dont seem to understand and they dont seem to want to understand it. Ive heard from 4 people already"they make a disorder for everything." I just wish there was some way to explain it to the people close to me. They dont seem to want to learn. It makes me feel like ive put way more into
I have to get through this. |
Apr 29 2010 |
Today, i cant get myself to get out of the house. Ive made excuses no to go places, and avoiding any contact with anyone. I hate thinking that in just a few minutes my family willstart coming home from work and i just dont want them to look at me. I dyed my hair to a lighter color. Somehow i thought that couldnt make my face stand out as much as the dark black did. didnt work
