My Life

My dermatologist had me to go to a surgeon this past Tuesday, so I loaded up my little girl and off we went.  After waiting for a very long time I finally got called back.  The surgeon comesin and looks at all of my bumps and scarring mashes on them which hurts incredibly bad and then tells me in a not so nice kind of way that he didnt want to do surgery because its a very painful surgery and what not.  I explained I already knew this and he said that my best option would be to wait 10-15 years and hope that they find a cure for it.  So it was a complete waste of my time and money.  I really just wanted to scream at him that if he hurt every day for the past 15 years as bad as I have that he would want the surgery too.  I often wander to myself if there is any doctor out there that can help me beyond antibiotics?  At least now I have a way to get all this off my chest with people who understand what I feel like on a daily basis.