|Jun 24 2009|
After my brief, tumultuous visit home I am heading back to my apartment. Its a 6 hour drive. With a mind like mine, a 6 hour drive anything can happen. I've tried books on tape, I likethem but I have this thing about starting books/movies where it seems too long and daunting, even if its fun after I get into it. I try music, I have 4000 songs on my iPod but it gets boring. Rap, alternative rock, techno, hip-hop, then 3 hours of boredom.
I get speeding tickets a lot. Hopefully I will stay in the zone this time, I got 2 tickets in the last 3 weeks. I realize that begs the question, should I have a license, but I have no desire to deal with that question.
I used to smoke pot for the drive, but I was a passenger in a horrible drunk driving incident where my dumbass friend drove 80mph, flipped twice, hit a tree and landed on a taxi. Now, I drive high but nothing like highway driving. I got a new car because of that too, an SUV so I have more metal around me. And I know it was stupid to let him drive, but I was blackout drunk. Yet another reason why I don't drink much anymore. Also probably another reason why I have all my issues, but we won't go there tonight.
Its 3:30am, and I might actually try to go to bed. Because tomorrow I'm staying up til about 8:30am. I am getting my puppy neutered Thursday morning at 8, so I figure I'll just stay up all night so I can get him some exercise, have a nice long first night back at my apartment, and just pass out after I drop him off for the surgery. Poor thing.
And by the way, while I'm returning to my apartment tomorrow my girlfriend won't be back in town until Monday. And I'm on too much of an antisocial swing to hang out with anyone else. Looks like the next few days will be spent high as a kite...
Members who read this post also read:
Why does everything have to be so damned hard?
what I've dealt with so far...
It all came flooding back!
Life can kick you in the butt