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My journey to stability

These entries are the events or feelings that are important for me to document.

Tried to spruce myself up

Dec 15 2010

I have been just pulling my hair back in a ponytail or just wearing a ball cap. I thought I'd go and get a haircut to put some pizazz back into my appearance. First off, I did not want the stylistto make small talk with me, I was just not in the mood. But with the holidays being here next week, that was her topic of choice. I decided to get a bob and keep my bangs long. Well she cut it and I wanted to get out of there so i did not let her style it, so it looked kind of ratty when I got home. Hubby says did you get it cut? I told him yes, it is just not styled. I was not sure if I liked it since it was "unfinished" So instead of styling it I went to take a nap. I got up just before I had to get my kids and still had not styled it, when I saw them they said nothing. I finally styled it last night and I decided I do like it, but it does not give me the Pizazz I wanted, I still feel just plain dull.

Previous diary posts by Imnutz:

Burnt out?
Stability? Is there such a thing?
Happy Dog! A step out of the darkness
You need to do more than just Breathe he says????
Geodon day 1

I seriously married an asshole! (twice)
Small weight lifted off my shoulders
One of those days!
Not waiting!
Alcohol leading me into depression?

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written by Joy75, December 15, 2010

Feeling plain and dull can be a sign of depression, so watch out for that. I know you have been doing pretty good lately. Maybe you need to do your hair and get dolled up one night and go out with some of your girlfriends for a night out for dinner or something. That might liven you up. I don't like small talk either out getting my hair cut. I have to be in a certain mood to engage in it. Plus, I don't care for the holidays. I'm a Scrooge!!