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Friday Woo hoo!

Oct 08 2010

Yay it's Friday! I love weekends. Well for the most part. I'm kind of scared for tomorrow. A friend of mine is getting married and i'm expected to go to the reception. Thats a lot of people! And it's 1/2 hour away. I don't really want to go but I feel that I have to which makes me more anxious! it doesn't help my husband doesn't want to go either and he's no help with this whole anixety thing anyway. Ugh I just want to stay home! I keep trying to think of a good excuse so I don't have to go is that horrible?? I know for moving forward purposes I need to go but..geesh it's so hard!

Anyway it's Friday and I shouldn't be worrying about Saturday! Right anticipitory anxiety is stupid! I just need to focus on today. it's Friday! lol and i'm going to go to Kohls and spend my birthday money! so thats what i'm going to focus on right now :)

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written by Rflattsfan78, October 08, 2010

Anticipatory anxiety is always the worst! Have a good time, and if you really feel uncomfortable there, you can always leave and say you aren't feeling well. There is always a way out, so don't feel trapped. Just knowing that sometimes can ease the anxiety a bit. You might even have a great time and not want to leave!

I've had similar situations where I expected the worst, and the complete and utter opposite happened and had a terrific time. So chin up, and Happy Belated Birthday!! Enjoy your weekend.

written by AliKatt, October 10, 2010

Thanks!! I didn't go lol. I just didn't feel up to it and we had some other stuff go on here at the house with our well. So while yes I had an excuse because I couldn't shower I could have easily went to my parents and showered so I could have went...oh well. It is what it is and I shouldn't dwell on the decision I made today because it's a new day...