My journal

Saturday.  I have the wkend off from work and very pleased about that.  I work every other wkend and have single days off in between.  Things are feeling better today than they have for some time.

Starting to get back into the swing of working f/t.  My new med seems to be working out which is very pleasing.  I dont feel as anxious about life in general.  The stomach issues have passed, still some off dreams- but nothing to complain about.

Today is a day to relax and that is just what Im doing.  Washing the sheets and other bedding.  When you get into bed with clean sheets is that not the best feeling?  Last Feb. we purchased a memory foam mattress by Serta.  I just love the bed.  I feel as though I could live in there.  Its extremely comfortable, and always a pleasure to get into.

Esp in the cold weather, I love being in bed.  I turn the electric blanket on and there is nothing better.  For many months after my A. Florence passed, I spent a lot of time sleeping.  Im sure its partially because I was depressed.  At the time- it seemed if I was sleeping I would not have to deal with anything.

Her death, my family issues, my health, ect.  Only in the past few wks it seems things are looking a little brighter.  Maybe its the medicine.  Maybe its that time is passing.  Maybe I just slowly come to the realization that you cant change the past or where it has lead you.  You can only try for today, and hope for the best.

Live is ever changing...