7/17/11

BORED AND EXTREMELY DANGEROUS

With nothing better to do
No one to come home to
I woefully conclude
To take it out on you
I'm bored to the extreme
This world of foolish dreams
Disillusion
I am not who I seem to be
Yeah sure I might do harm
and bear my right to arm
Retribution
If only someone would listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me

A room an empty shelf
A book on mental health
I look for inner wealth
A punish in myself
I'm bored to the extreme
This world of foolish dreams
Disillusion
I am not who I seem to be
Yeah sure I might do harm
And bare my right to arm
Retribution
If only someone would listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me

"Bad Religion"

This is exactly how I feel right now.  I figured that this song would say it all.  I've felt a lot of ups and downs these past several days.  Trying to find answers within myself about how I want the rest of my life to be.  I feel like I'm just existing as I said in another post, but I have to be here for a reason.  I just have to find what that reason is.   Some days I am so bored.  I want to volunteer somewhere, but I need to find somewhere local because we live in the country and gas prices are high.  All I know is that I tend to do stupid stuff when I have nothing to do.  As for disillusion, maybe I think my life would be a lot different than it actually is now.  Of course, a lot of other people are in the same boat.