|Jun 28 2012|
It's true when they say the first day is the hardest. I woke up today positive and ready. I had a massive change in mood as well. I'm so grumpy during my B/P phases, I don't know why I do it to myself!
Today was better. I exercised for an hour this morning with my sister, and then spent the whole day with her, my friends and family. I felt happy all day - and as my mum pointed out, my sister and I didn't argue all day, not once.
I'm loving this whole emotional high and healthy eating. I think I may turn more veggie though - as, to me, the food looks all together more colourful and, as consequence, healthier!
I also had two texts from the boyfriend in Indonesia and planned a night out with my friends tomorrow night. I'm becoming more social by the minute.
I used to feel lonely and depressed, not once has either of these emotions crept into my brain tonight.
If anyone is reading this for inspiration or motivation to quit B/P bulimia, please do! Your whole attitude and take on life will change! It sounds hard, scary and, at first, impossible. But it's doable!
Good luck to all!
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