My Diary

I became the wonderful sponsor to a little girl named Mekdelawit. She is 9 years old soon to be 10. She lives in Ethiopia. I had a friend go to Ethiopia last year, and i saw the pictures, and she liveswhere he was, so i know what her country looks like. I sent my first letter today. She lives with only her mom. Her dad isnt around. She is in 2nd grade. Her birthday is in August. Her mom works a

Dad went back. Glad too. it was horrible watching him in pain and not being able to do anything about it. :( but, hes there. and this time he took underwear. (he was mad that he had to go 11 days withoutnew ones... yuck!) hoping for a speedy recovery so i can get fixed and we can get our lives back to normal.

Dad came home, went back, came home, and now has to go back to the hospital Monday or tuesday. I am just dont with this. It seems like no one gives a crap what happens to me, so i dont care either. Imjust done with it all.

MY DAD IS COMING HOME!!!! I am crying, not tears of pain (save that for later) but tears of happiness. because he is home now, i can finally get help. Who knew that there was a loving God? I did! andHe saved me! now, i can finally get help, and be rid of this pain once and for all.

I dont feel like writing but i know there are people who want to know how im doing. Well, my dad is in the hospital. He has a kindey infection. Bummer. ANd he went May 8, 2011 and is still there. ItsMay 17, 2011. 9 days. Tomorrow will be one month ive had this headache. Last night sucked. It hurt really bad. I did eat because i thought maybe it was worse because of not eating. Unfortunately, i

I created a new group. Its called Teens with hydrocephalus. If you are a teen, or know anyone who is either a teen or a young adult, please feel free to join.It is a group for teens who can talk abouttheir struggles with hydrocephalus. and now they were to overcome their hydrocephalus to lead productive lives.

Im certain it is not a migraine anymore. I took some powerful medicine for migraines yesterday, and it didnt help at all. So now i have to suffer until the 9 of May! YAY! I am upset that nothing is workingand i have to wait so long. Its been 11 days, and no relief. i almost fainted in the Walmart parking lot. My hands went numb and i felt like i was going to throw up. It happened twice that day. I

Its been 10 days now. But, i got a call from my NS and i do have an appointment May 9. If nothing goes seriously wrong, i hope to make it till then. My momthinks it might be normal, i havent heard of a migrane lasting 10 days. But, you never know. If it is nothing, then we cancel. if not, its there. Hope is in the air. It makes pain allot more bareable.

Its been nine days in pain. I pray that my doctor calls soon. i need help in the worse way. and i know only a hospital can fix me. Its frustrating. No one seems to care. I wish someone lived my life, to understand how i feel. It sucks. But, what am a going to do?