05 27 2012 Age 49 Wonder why I keep fighting |
May 27 2012 |
This morning i woke up again and thought, I am not getting out of bed. What is the point. No man wants to date me, I can't play with my grandchild cause I can hardly move, I can't make decisionscause my head hurts, I can't clean or I will be throwing up within 5 minutes.. My friends think I need to just get out and go to the movies so that will make it all better... I feel ugly and not very pleasant to be with but I am tired of people yelling that there is no food in the house to eat.. The best comment Stop being so lazy ... my family has nicknamed me "The Grudge " .. wow today is one of those days where i can say WHY BOTHER
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I know how you feel. Everyone thinks we should be as "normal" as they are. Have the house clean, dishes washed, put away, dinner cooked,etcb but that isn't a normal for those of us who suffer from chronic pain, depression, and fatigue. I learned one thing that gives me some solace. Stop dwelling on all you can't do. Concentrate on what you can do. It will keep you sane and help you feel better. It does help. It isn't always the idea that works for me but it helps a lot. Hope you do get out of bed. Live your best, not what someone else thinks it is.
problem #1 My concentration is shot! My brain wont function and I have no family to help me look over my decisons I need to make
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