Mourning a life not yet lost

My friend was put into ICU on Thursday, she went in to do pre op test for a scheduled draining of her stomach. When they checked her levels they found her blood count way down and she was bleeding internally. They did a endoscopy and colonoscopy but they say they can not see anything. She had a blood transfusion and a plasma transfusion, and they drained her abdomin. While I was there today, they tested her blood and although the levels were still low they had not changed and she could go home. So I waited and took her home. Her mother was trying to clue me in a something but my friend stopped her. And basically said she was tried so that I would go. Something tells me it is close and I am not sure why she does not want to tell us what is going on.

I will say that this is the first time that I spoke to her and I spoke to the friend I had before the disease took her. That was the only good part of todays visit.