Well, this is my first entry into my diary.  I had actually forgotton about this site.  I wish I had remembered it earler, I really could have used the support.

   I don't have anything profound to say today.   I lost my driver's license again last week.  Second time this year.  Never told my husband, so he calls me while I'm in the middle of getting my picture taken at the DMV.  I told I would call him back.

 In a fibro fog for most of the time, I never noticed that my tags were expired, don't remember getting anything in the mail, and I forgot to get my emissions.  Anyway, had to pay $100.50 fine. Then, I had to go to the doctor, the rheumatologist.  I really like her.  I would highly recommend her if you need a doctor in Maryland.  We talked.  I told her I was miserable.  She asked me what changed.  She said last time I was there, about 2 months ago, I was happy and doing well.  I told her it was a matter of attitude, and right now mine wasn't in fight mode.  I just wanted to go home and go to bed. 

   Then there was rehearsal.  And the drama!  I think that's over now.  We are starting to mesh, but we just have too many people.  I know that running this company is really stressful, and that stress brings on the fibro flares, but if I didn't do it, what would I do?  I can't keep a real job because I would miss 3 to 4 days a week.  I need something to identify me as me.