Mitzigirl

I have been a MDJ quite awhile now and am greatful to know many and love many...

As many of you know that knows me my outlook on the things that are bad or hurtful and we can't change is This Too Shall Pass..I have used this phrase to many people along the line...esp..knowing their hurting or have heartache..

I also use it from myself too...I am not immune to heartache and hurt esp. when I love and care about someone alot and have for a longtime only for them to be so ugly and crude with me...I am human just like you guys..I laught I cry I Love I care..normal emotions..Well this made me sit here and cry for quite awhile knowing I don't know how to fix it but yet knowing I still love and care about this person...So Lord you will have to fix this...All I can do is think This to shall pass....Life will go on..The heartache will get better and I will go on like usual...

There will be a void if I cannot fix this...Because when I say I love you I truely mean it..It's not just a word I toss around without meaning it..I hoped everyone knew this...but apparently not...

So Lord I know I cannot fix this but you can..Please take away this heartache from them as well as me...Let this person know how much they are cared about and loved and that I have human feeling like everyone else..That I don't chose to be sick this is the hand I was dealt and I must play it...That it is very hurtful to be talked mean to when all I want to do is help...That my heart feels like it will break knowing that I don't know the next move to make...God give me strength to continue and do what I have always done..Reach out and help someone...Lord I have always been honest about my illness and what all is wrong with me so if anyone doesn't want to come to me that is ok...But Lord its hurtful when they have known all along and now throws it into me like I can help being this way...Lord my Faith will not waver even though my foundation shook...Bless them Lord and keep them..touch their heart like you touch mine...I ask this in Jesus most precious name...AMEN...

 Remember This Too shall Pass....