|Mar 09 2011|
I was sitting here today wracked with pain from head to toe and thinking how much more of this can I bare???? That is a perplexing questions with only one true answer as much as he allows me to have. As tears fell down my face this morning trying to stand to tranfer to my wheelchair with my knee so painful I felt like screaming I thought I can't do this. I just can't. I sat back down cried some more and prayed Lord allow me to get up by the third try I made it and felt like it was all I had left in me I could not do one more thing. Yet I knew I still had to get back out of the chair and transfer to take care of my personnel needs.
Goodness as I was sitting there crying and pondering how am I going to do this?? And what if I can't I cannot stay at home I am nursing home bound. I got a vision in my mind of our Lord carrying the cross that day. With the crown of thorns piercing him as he was being beaten. He probably fell to his knees many times and have severe pain yet he kept carrying it up that hill to where he knew he was going to be crucified. Could he bare the pain???? He did for you and for me. Oh how I wept thinking about what he bared for me.
I finally made it to where I was going through many tears and tranferred and did what I had to do all the while thinking I have no right to complain I am alive and Thank God he gave his son for me. So no matter how bad it gets I will continue pressing on and do all that I can and be thankful for each and every moment he has given me. He never said it would always be easy but he did say he would always be with us. And I feel his presence each and everyday. Thank you Lord for allowing me to know your always with me no matter how bad it seems and I with you help can get through it. Thank You!
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