missy

 hello  im 25 and i going through alot just had head surgery 7-10th 2012 the day my grandma its been 2 years since she been gone. im still going the drs almost everyday of my life. in three months i may have do eye surgery. than  in four months i go back  to   my ogencoligist cuz i fail  the test  in jun. i know july 29th im going for the sleep study test finial for my sleeping disorders. well im battle  a lot of conditions its more than noval.. i have lost so much in my life like family ,friends, and my lover. now i  dont have much left since all whats happening. next month will be a year that my dad pass on. as well  my gold fish 's now have pass on as well. my big dog bear and my lil dog boots when i was my teen age  as well dila the cat  when i was a kid  i miss them.  i know many people and animals have pass on that grow close to . as u see that's my way of show my love ,caring, as well sharing what i have left of me before i go off this earth i know it seems sad but its the truth i have a short life to live god bless me to live this long and i wanna thank him for giving me the extra time in my life  i hope  people understand how hard of life i lived and i try cherish each and every moment of  my life. i need all the prayers i can get right now and im try stand strong this its been  long journey in my life time.  i wanna thank all the people who  have help and i know its not easy but  i  know got live one day and a time.