ok so today was probably one of the WORST days i've had in a LONG time. I know i should be eating more because of my ED but every time i do i feel guilty andready to throw up. Today there was junk food ALL OVER my house (cookies, peeps, cake) and i tried not to eat it but couldn't so, i ate WAY TO MUCH and of course after words felt like the most disgusting thing on earth!!! then, to make it worse i tried to make myslef throw up. I've really been trying not to but today i couldn't stop myself. I have no idea what to do and i'm SOO confused!!!!!! ugh, just a really bad day altogether. :(