May 7, 2012

Wow it has been awhile since I have been able to get on here and just write.  Well first things first, mom even though you are so far away I love you and I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day.  Now for the immediate, I have an appointment with an endocrinologist this Thursday so hopefully Medicaid can get me to my appointment.  It has be almost 10 years since I have seen a specialist about TS so please keep all fingers crossed and that I can finally get the help that I need.  Other than that it has been a pretty uneventful month.

In July I might (no promises) get to meet the guy that I have been texting and playing WoW with.  I am scared because I do not know what to expect.  I am also scared that when he meets me he might run away screaming boy am I a mess.  He knows that I have been diagnosed with TS he has even made the comment about wanting to go to my appointment with me.  Is that a bad thing that a guy that I have been playing a game with and texting for about 7 months?  He has 5 kids so I know that he is content with children at the moment.  But what if he wants to take the relationship to the next stage.  I haven't been with someone in about 3 years so yeah I am kind of freaking out.

 Well I gotta run for now I have some homework to do than I will be endulging in my own little world of World of Warcraft where I can be a buttkicking arcane mage.  WoW seems to be my chocolate.