|May 07 2012|
Wow it has been awhile since I have been able to get on here and just write. Well first things first, mom even though you are so far away I love you and I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day. Now for the immediate, I have an appointment with an endocrinologist this Thursday so hopefully Medicaid can get me to my appointment. It has be almost 10 years since I have seen a specialist about TS so please keep all fingers crossed and that I can finally get the help that I need. Other than that it has been a pretty uneventful month.
In July I might (no promises) get to meet the guy that I have been texting and playing WoW with. I am scared because I do not know what to expect. I am also scared that when he meets me he might run away screaming boy am I a mess. He knows that I have been diagnosed with TS he has even made the comment about wanting to go to my appointment with me. Is that a bad thing that a guy that I have been playing a game with and texting for about 7 months? He has 5 kids so I know that he is content with children at the moment. But what if he wants to take the relationship to the next stage. I haven't been with someone in about 3 years so yeah I am kind of freaking out.
Well I gotta run for now I have some homework to do than I will be endulging in my own little world of World of Warcraft where I can be a buttkicking arcane mage. WoW seems to be my chocolate.
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