|Jun 19 2012|
I miss the way I used to get looked at straight in the eyes by my mate and just feel like they are taking all of me in. Like they are absorbing me with their eyes. I felt like I was everything at thatmoment. I felt like I was the earth, the sun, universe, ALIVE. My current boyfriend/fiance I have two kids with has never looked at me this way. He doesnt even like to say I love you because "it loses its meaning". He makes me feel empty inside and yearning for intemacy. Not sex. Theres nothing wrong in that department but I just feel like from stupid nobody ex boyfriends I got all that needed attention. Now that Im with the one I love I lack it severely and everytime I try to talk about it and help him understand he just tells me "Im not that kind of guy so if thats what you want go find it somewhere else". I dont know what to do.
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