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"i miscarrie twice" (marykui)

MDJunction to me

"MDJunction has become a lifeline to my recovery. I use this site as a daily coping tool where i can share my thoughts,my fears and ask ways to cope with living life with a illness. I also found new friends here and they have restore my faith in humanity. People everywhere come here to share same problems or solutions to problems we encounter in our lives. MDjunction is a wonderful site and has help not only myself but also my family and friends. I recommend this site to anyone who thinks they are alone dealing with an illness and also to those who have love ones who suffer from illnesses. I will keep spreading the word about MDJunction to organizations who deals with illnesses that would benefit having MDjunction as a support system.Bottom line is.. I found myself again through MDJunction" (mobey)

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Memoirs of my borderline mind.......

Randoms thoughts and ideas that pop into my head... Along with the chaos and mental torture I go through daily.

Another mental illness to add to the list of disorders....

Jan 23 2010

My therapist now says my anxiety and ocd is turning me into an agoraphobic. I just cant stop obsessing about bad things happening and trying to stop it. I avoid everything because im so friggin scaredsomething will happen to my family or daughter. Right now as I write this I cant stop thinking bad thoughts and feeling the overwhelming urge to check on my 1 year old daughter. I am so sick of this anxiety and worry. Can someone please tell me how to make it stop??!! I want my life back. I want to enjoy my family and my daughter.

Previous diary posts by JustAdisorder:

I need to say this and just get it out
So what do I do?
Wild horses
More nonsense that I think...

Clouds
Being a child
Pubs and tampon applicators
I have decided to take my meds today.

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written by Godsavedthisone, January 24, 2010

written by lovespeonies, January 24, 2010

I know what it is like to feel those feeling. i have been struggling but it has gotten better. I have almost three year old twins and I was way to paranoid to take them out by myself. I ended up staying in as much as possible and then I found myself afrain of leaving. I had a very high risk pregnancy with my girls that I still check them constantly at night to make sure they are breathing. Its unhealthy to live like this but it all I can do right now. Try to get out whenever you can, you must step outside your comfort zone so you can see for yourself that you will be ok and so will you baby. Best of luck...

written by my2lilgirls, June 19, 2012

my pdoc just prescribe me Buspar for anxiety, irritability. We will see. it did say it is for fear, anxiety.... C