|May 18 2012|
Not really sure what you put in a first entry i joining a site that i possibly could end up being comfortable enough with telling my story.
I have become a very secluded person these past years. Each day is a struggle just to crawl out of bed. i scare easily and feel overwhelmed by the tinyest things.
i dont feel comfortable in my own skin and am always searching for a way to mask it. Having no support system at home, i wonder on a daily basis if i can really pull through this? i sit in tears staring at all the wonderful progress others have been doing and just how low i have allowed myself to fall.
Is all this pain worth it in the end i wonder? perhaps i'll find out one day.
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