Melissa

I have been drinking a little bit.  I realize that I'm really not supposed to drink especially since I'm taking meds for Bipolar and I'm starting to think the alcohol mimiced Bipolar, resulting in 2 meds for Bipolar and 1 for ADD.  I think I'm depressed, with ADD.  But I have no idea, and I've had 2 different doctors in 7 monthes who both decided they didn't want to see me anymore.  I don't think I'm going to find a new doctor after this.  I'm going to cut back slowly.  To none and see what happens.  Plus my insurance ends in November.  Well now I'm thinking I will get a new doctor and go through alllllll that paperwork. (ADD)  And have them tell me how to adjust my dosage. 

 I'm going to Las Vegas where I plan on drinking so I don't know if it's better to not have my pills and liquor go through my liver together.  Or just the alcohol.  I think it's worse to mix them then not.  And I know it's better to not drink period.  I actually woke up at 7:30 for the first time in a very long time.  I didn't go to bed super early either.  I think my vitamins I just started taking might be helping in ways I would've never believed.  I've been very unhealthy a side effect of my meds.  Barely eating anything.  So maybe it's such a difference I might be able to wake up early.  Not feel so blue etc.  I'll see though.