|Aug 03 2008|
I have been drinking a little bit. I realize that I'm really not supposed to drink especially since I'm taking meds for Bipolar and I'm starting to think the alcohol mimiced Bipolar, resulting in 2 meds for Bipolar and 1 for ADD. I think I'm depressed, with ADD. But I have no idea, and I've had 2 different doctors in 7 monthes who both decided they didn't want to see me anymore. I don't think I'm going to find a new doctor after this. I'm going to cut back slowly. To none and see what happens. Plus my insurance ends in November. Well now I'm thinking I will get a new doctor and go through alllllll that paperwork. (ADD) And have them tell me how to adjust my dosage.
I'm going to Las Vegas where I plan on drinking so I don't know if it's better to not have my pills and liquor go through my liver together. Or just the alcohol. I think it's worse to mix them then not. And I know it's better to not drink period. I actually woke up at 7:30 for the first time in a very long time. I didn't go to bed super early either. I think my vitamins I just started taking might be helping in ways I would've never believed. I've been very unhealthy a side effect of my meds. Barely eating anything. So maybe it's such a difference I might be able to wake up early. Not feel so blue etc. I'll see though.
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