I am not sure if all of you have hard, about Chadd. Chadd is a group that has everything to do with ADHD but to join you have to pay $45.00. I just want to llet all of you that I had just gotten a e-mail for a parent to parent training course starting September 15. And this will take place online. I am not sure in how much it is yet. All I know is if your not a memeber you are not able to take it.....

I just wanted to sure this with you....And Also I would like everyone to know it is totally different then MD Juction.

                                                         maryanne

I t was a wonder that my sister called me on the phone, and had stated to me that there is something that she wanted to give me. And I had replied what. And she came back to me and say Maryanne I havea wonderful site that I would like you to join because you are such, a loving and caring person and I know that you will do some good for these people, who may need your help. And again I had come back and said yes I will join.

Since I have been in MD Junction, in the last 4 months I have become a group leader in 8 groups and I plan on becoming, leaders for a few more. But the really reason in why I am here is to help those who can't find the proper help from anyone else. I have help so many people on here that this is my home away from home. I have help people deal with problems, that they didn't understand in how too take care of  or didn't even know in where or even which way to go. I enjoy helping other's as well as helping their children and even mine when it comes down to it.

But I would really like to say that if it wasn't for Roy or Alon I don't think that we all would be here today. So as I am sharing my feelings on  the that I feel about MD Jucntion, I hope that all of you will do the same with the two most important people who (Created this site for all of us to gather own thoughts, hopes, prayers, love, and most of all Support), without any of these we all would still be looking for the help.

So as I close this part of myself and the way I feel about these groups and even mine I can say that I am very happy that I am here!!!!

And may all of you find the same support and love and hope that This site has giving..

                                                      maryanne

I have been dealing with really bad headaches for the last couple of weeks. I am not sure in why I have these but It is really driving me crazy. But I guess I have to take care of everyone else andthen come back to me. Meaning everyone in my family. I really enjoy helping other's on here.

                                                         maryanne

I have learned through out the years, of copping with things that I though I couldn't do. I have copped with family, friends dying. And @ times I would ask myself (WHY) well the only answer thatI could come up with is that it is apart of life, and I had learned that. I could never understand why people one mintnue they are crying and the next they are happy, and the answer that I had come up with is that this is all part of someone dying.

Well are know that I have gone through stuff with my ability of learning things that I needed to learn in school and as well as being out of school, but I did it. I had too cope with alot and tying to improve myself too be a better person that I am now. I had struggles in many things in life and the copping was the hardest of them all but I also did that with alot of work. I had ove come alot with my learning disability and I have come through alot of training to better myself so I could understand in what my childs are going through and I have suceeded in that as well. And I have two boy's with disabilities and I have cope with that as well. I look at this as this is the way that I was suppose too be for me. I know that some people just don't understand why that this is happing too them and their children but this is what the Lord wanted.

                                                     maryanne

I am back home from my two day Vacation in Old Forge Ny. So I am back with all of my friends, and too help you all. I miss all of you!!!!

                                                       maryanne

I have just been very depressed lately. I have been going through alot and my moods have been doing a lot of swinging. I just feel like that I do and do for people that I live around and no body doesfor me. There are time that I really hate being a woman. I just once in a while too have a little respect, and kindness that I give everyone else. I guess I am just dreaming. I don't treat other like dirt and when I am tired I don't take it out on them, but it seems like thet do it to me alot. I am not talking about my family I am talking about my friends. Well that is how I have been feeling. I keep saying to myself that things will get better but they don't.

                                                   maryanne

i have been wondering why I have so much love too share. I have been a loving person when I was growing up and now. I think that I have a wonderful heart that I can open up to people and express theway that I feel. I guess I was aways able to do that and I am still doing it. I love to share my feelings with other's and I love too listen as well. I do cope with alot in my life just like the next person and the person after that.

So I guess that is why I had gone through all of my groups that I am a leader for and want all of you to express your feelings today. So I hope that you choose to join me in this if not that is okay too.

written by maryanne

I have been having alot of problems with very bad headaches, and I am getting alot of pressure behind my eyes. But what I don't understand is why I am sitting and I can feel vibrating in my legs. I really don't understand why I am feeling like this. But I am not going to worry about it is what it is. So If you see any mispelled words I am sorry. I think this has alot to do with my high blood pressure..

                                                    maryanne

Here are my dreams, that I wanted to come true. I wanted to be a wife, which I am of 22 years, and a mother which I am of two wonderful boy's who I love very much and wouldn't change a thing. These are two of my dreams that already had come true. The third dream that I think is coming true is to be helping people through their hard times and needs. I feel that the Lord had given me a wonderful gift and I am putting it to good use. Some people may look at this and say that i may be conceded but that's okay to. I think that everyone has a gift they just need to find in what it is. If I am conceded because I realize in life that I can help people and their families in a time of need, then that is a choice of the person's who's may feel at that time. I have gift and I will use this gift of wonder to help other's understand in what need to be understood. I am not saying that is what is going on here becuase it isn't this is something that I have heard in the past. The people are wonderful on here and I have alot of friends as well. I am a loving person and I love to spread the word on when someone needs the help please look me up!!!

                                                      maryanne

All the school districts need to face and come to terms in what restraints, that they are allowed to use on our children, if any. They also need to go back too scholl themselves and get more education, on how to handle with Deveplomential Disabilities. The way that teacher's and the school districts are going about it is the wrong way. They all need to learn in what is right and what is wrong all over again. I really don't think for people to hurt other people's children should be allowed near them. We need to find a way to make these school district's and the special education department's of these school's to have more them 10 or 12 rules or what ever it maybe againest abuse of the children with major disabilities. these kids don't understand in what they are doing from one mintue to the next. they don't have the concepts of that, thatis why these kids are under there care to learn concepts, learn what right and wrong is. be able to talk when spoken too, and play with other's when supose to. But when one is being abused, by a teacher because the child's behavor is out of control, that is very wrong because that is showing the child that the person he or she is with for 71/2 hour's of the day is supose to be helping him or her and is not, who are they supose to look up to in those hour's of being away from home. In situations like this if the teacher's are abusing the children because of they behavor's and the school district is notified about any brisues on the child's body you know just like I do they are going to have too call in DSS OR DHS and then you know that they are going to go to the parent's because right away they would think that it is the parent's doing it. Who in their right minds when it comes down to teacher's abusing other peoples kids, think about it. It can happen and it will if we as parent's don't protect our children, our children's right and safety as well as our right of being parent's.........Please and take this as being a very serious and common thing in our schools today. This has gone on since the 1800 and it is going on today, and it will continue if we don't stop it......

                                               maryanne

Please help your kids and the safety of them!!! Believe your children if they come home ans state to you that their teacher or teacher's hurt them. if you love them you will do anything to protect your (CUBS).

There battles and struggles between children and ADHD. The battles and the struggles that I have seen in mine own children and the children that I used work wasn't easy. They struggles in writingtheir names, letter's, number's and sometime even speaking. There are alot of people that are out there that just don't understand about these children who have these disabilities. The reason why people like outsiders don't really give to HOOT about this kids is because they want to. All these people look at is what they want to see on the outside, not what is on the inside. It really bugs the ( Hell) right out of me when I hear that unruly and out of control people just don't care. I would like to name some people that I have noticed that just don't think . They just act upon their emotions and what they think about these kids. I have seen it and I also have brought it to their attention more once in my years of being in school working with children who have disabilities. I am not saying that all teacher's are like this with the kids who have been battling and struggling with ADHD, but there are some that are out there that just have thought of themself and the money, and not the childrens education. I have been there as well. it is not easy easy for these children or for these teacher's who have the degree to teach them but then treats them like they just don't care. These children with ADHD are very smart and independant but they still need the support from the teacher's, that are supose to help them learn. There are laws that each and everyone has to go by weither it is someone who may be teaching our kids, or friends who may look at them differently, family memeber who just may not understand in what happening to them. It could any number of things but by us as adult 's these children ( DON"T DESERVE BEING TREATED WRONG). It is not their fault that they have these problems, they didn't ask for this to happen to them either I know mine kids didn't and either did I. I know how it feels to have  teacher's and parents, friends being againest me because of the learning disability that I have. My teacher's used to call me stupid and dum everyday and they would also tell me that I was  taken up space, and that I was no good. When I went home and told my parents about what had happen it was like they just didn't care. And for my friends they would look at me and make comments, that I am the slow one who wants to be friends with something like that. Well that hurt me a lot. So see this is why things that people say about children who have problems like this really (UPSETS) me. I will stand my ground and I will protect any children and their parent's who may need my help and it doesn't matter in what state your in. There is no reason why these childrens need to go through this alone.....

Written by Maryanne

                 God knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer,

                    He knew that people need someone

                       Whose thoughts are always near,

                     He knew they need someone kind

                                      To lend a helping hand.

                     Someone to gladly take the time

                                       To care and understand.

                       God knew that we all need someone

                                       To share each happy day,

                                       To be a source of courage

                             When trouble comes our way.

                                  Someone to be true to us,

                              Whether near or far apart.

                         Someone whose love we'll always

                            Hold and treasure in our hearts.

                          That's why God Gave Us Friends !

Written by Maryanne

I have been wondering in why I have been feeling the way that I have been feeling, and I have come to realize that I am going through alot of mixed emotions, with alot of different things. And withthese emotions, they have been taking a toll on me. It is so funny I can help other people with their problems, but when it comes to mine I can't find the way. I know down deep inside that it will come to me but the biggest question, (IS WHEN). If I keep searching for the answer's to the questions that I may have to wondering why I feel like I do I will be happy. I have been down in the dumps for the last 2/12 months but I will pull myself back again. With the LORDS help I know I can do it.

maryanne

To all the people that have become my friend's on MD Juction. This coming from the bottom of my many heart's of heart's. I was born a raised, to spread my love,laughter,my kindness and hope so this is to everyone who I feel that I have touched their heart's not only becoming your friend but being there for when you need a shoulder to lean on or just too vent, when things are just not going well for you that day. Or if you just want a good laugh,or even a good cry what ever you need me for I will be here.

            "Friends care, Friends share, We need friends Everywhere!!

written by maryanne

                                 Makenew friends

                                  but keep the old

                      One is sliver and the other gold !!!

                                          Maryanne

                                   It take more tha caring

                                    To be a real friend;

                                   The nature of friendship;

                                          Requires a blend

                                    Of warmest compassion 

                                       And love deep and true

                                     To reach and to comfort

                                        The way that you do.

                                            Because I can see

                                       That your kind of friendship

                                                 Is priceless to me.

written by maryanne

Here is something to all who reads it!!! This is from my heart to your.

                                      "  Friendship"

                                 A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, or

                                 maybe like a brand new gate that never comes

                                  unlatched.

                                  A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise.

                                   Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose

                                    spirit never dies.

                                    A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end.

                                    Where would we be in this world if we didn't have

                                     a friend. 

by maryanne

I have been under the weather lately. I have been feeling my best, although I have been on because this is the kind a person that I am. I do put my heart a soul in everything, that I do and I alwayswill. I am struggling in a lot of pain from my big toe which is from my gout. And I been feel sick to my stomach and that is due to my head and my mouth. But I promised all of you that I would be on to hear in what had to be said and give you a shoulder to lean on. I do the things that I do because I try and keep my word and I think this is what make a good leader..

                                               maryanne

I have been seeing alot of parents out there tht have been asking for help. I have trying to get back to alot of you when I can. So here goes in what I have to say..

Life is a funny but it canalso be very stressful, in every aspect when it comes to choosing too due the right thing for our children. Whether or not that both parents are together or not together, in what ever the reasons may be we have to continue to help our children,and support our children and guide down the right path of " LIFE". Everyone goes through hard times to find the paths and the curves that we are all thrown everyday but we has parents manage to get through them ( WHY) because we are stronger and we have the ability to fight in what we (BELIEVE IN WHEN IT COMES TO OUR CHILDREN)!!! we needs to because they can't step up to that plate and say this is what is wrong with me and I need help. Yes maybe in some situtations but not the ones like these. We are our children's back bone and our children's mouth's and we need to stand up and fight for what is right. Whether it is with our husband's wifes, sister, brother, aunt,uncle, friend's or even the school's and doctor's.

We all really need to start asking ourselves what if.

What if our children or myself didn't have these problems, where would we be today.

Or what if there really wasn't help or support out there for all of us that need.

Or even what if we all were the same, it would  be very boring (NOW WOULD IT).

I guess in what I am trying to say is there is alot of What If's and ????"s that we all have and want answer's and this is where we all get them.

Why because we are asking ?????'s with the what if'"s. Without the ???"s and answer's-----------this is when the What if's come in........

Remember don't ever doudt yourself whether it has to do with you or your loved ones. Also remember the three most important things in (LIFE IS)

Hope Faith and Love and the greater one of them all is LOVE.

                                                    Maryanne

I have just posted 3 to 4 articles on the topic of A Time to Choose. Once they are posted feel free on read them..

                                                 Maryanne

I am writing to let I am watching out for the group, because our group leader is not on. I am watching out for the best of our group and in the language that is chosen. I ame on this morning to a wordthat is not going to be used in this group. The four letter  "F" word is not allowed, and I won't accecpt it. If Chrissi comes back and if she gives the ok then that is fine but I will not allow it to be used....

                                                  Maryanne

It has been day's that I was able to stand my grounds with the ones that I love. I feel like sometimes when I ask for help I don't get it. It has been like that for the last couple of day's. I have been really good in not losing it but it has been very hard. It is like talking to someone and asking for something to be done and they just got to fight and yell until sap. I just think that they like me yelling at them when it comes down to it I don't like to yell. I have been doing in what I am supose to but nobody else has. My husband takes to kids side on it like he did last night. I am the one always at fuilt not them it's always me......

                                                    Maryanne

I am writing this because I feel that everyone out there and doesn't matter in what group you are in (YOU ARE NOT ALONE). We are all this together and we all give the support to the one that welove, care, and welling to help. As I just got done writing something a few mintues ago about being alone. I just want you all out there to know that you are not alone, and you will never be alone. Yes it is a struggle at times to remember in what we are all out here for and why but in the good of it all it comes back to us. We all have to think about our loved ones whether they are ourselves , our kids,our own parents, grandparents, husbands,our wifes or even our friends, it really doesn't matter why we are it is the cause. This is the reason that I am out here to help. It is my nature to help other's and their families get through the hard times that may have been with them for a long time or just starting  but I alway's keep in the deepest part of my many (HEARTS OF HEARTS) that this is what the LORD wanted me too do.

                                             maryanne

I sit and I was looking back on time when I was growing. My life wasn't easy growing up with a alcohol father, but I had gotten through. As I had gotten older and went through school, and tryingso hard to make my parents proud of me. I know at times that it wasn't easy making my mother proud of me in the things that I did in school. I also know that when my parents found out that I had a learning disabilty, that as my parents or should I say my mother, would have tried to get all the help that she could of gotten me. Looking back on those day's in how they called the classes that I was in was called A Student Learning Disability Class which in "SLD". Now a day's they call it an inclusion class. I think this is why I am the way I am in wanting to help other's and get all the help that my kids needed. For all the parents that felt the way I did growing up please read...I know that my parents loved me but at times I wasn't to sure..I am a loving parent myself and I love my kids, and nothing in the world will ever change that.

                                                 Maryanne

Today is June 20th and I am having some trouble, on standing my ground with the ones that I love. It has been 16 years since I have lost my father of Cancer, at 56 years of age. And long a behold todaywould have been his birthday. I try and stand my ground on these types of day's but it doesn't always seem to work. I was very close with my father, and I always will. I know down deep inside that in these day's and time he is in a better place then what we are all in. So as the day goes on I know that I will be alright once again and I will find the ability to stand my ground one day!!!!!

                                           I Miss You Dad!!!!

                                                Love Your

                                                Daughter

                                                Maryanne