Mary

Some of you may have noticed I haven't been hanging out here lately. My life has become so overwhelming that it all I can do too function on a daily basis. Between my oldest daughters separation from her husband and up coming divorce, too my middle daughter being involved in a law suite with her former employer, to the same daughter and her husband moving, too my sisters legal troubles, to my youngest daughter being deployed, to my husband and my ongoing health issues, oh yeah and the grass needs to be cut!

Now...my dad was just sent to a nursing home after having a huge mental and physical meltdown. He is going down hill fast. I haven't seen him in about a year and a half. We have kept in touch by phone and letters but after the death of my mom a couple years back, it just hasn't been easy to go. Now he is barley recognizing people and flat on his back. Two weeks ago he was at home, and functioning quite well. Going up town everyday, even involved in a re-hab program for his emphazima. 

There is no point to this entry except I guess for me too vent and get it on paper so maybe it will all stop running through my head on a constant loop!

Lesson learned though, stick to the boring life and be careful what you wish for!