I haven't written in my diary for quite a while, so this might be long.

I've had the flu-like bug for a week now. It just keeps lingering and adding body parts to the issue. Really wantingNOT to go to the doctor, but I may end up doing so.

The winter blue's.... I'm starting to see the sunshine coming. By the end of the week, it's supposed to be about 60 degrees. YAY! The only bad part is the flooding that's gonna come with it. But the warmth and sunshine is gonna be great on the fibro body! I mean, we all know that it's never actually "great". But it's certainly gonna be a little bit better. The cold has just been wreaking havoc on my body.

Been seeing the psychologist for a couple months now and I still really like him.

Hoping to hear something soon from SSA. My case is in a pre-hearing, the on-the-record stage. Not sure that it's gonna go through this round. But, sine I actually have a judge now. Hopefully, it won't be much longer. And my doctors are all backing me, so that's helpful.

Found out that the grandbaby is gonna be a boy. We're getting anxious for July to come. A part of me is sad though...I'm never gonna be able to pick up my grandbaby. At first, I will be able to hold it when someone puts him in my arms. But, I'm not gonna be able to hold him when he's heavier. Not gonna be able to actually babysit or anything like that either. I can't really sit on the floor to play.....whole thing makes me bummed and sad, just thinking about it.

Well, I need to get to bed and take care of this flu stuff. Wanted to go to water therapy tomorrow. Actually, I've been wanting to go for a week now. But haven't made it since I've been sick. And it seems like I've missed so much water therapy, due to weather, doctor's appts., extreme pain, or illness. Guess I'll just take my own advice and -continue to take it one day at a time.