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Justafraid's diary - justaftraid's diary
View Profile My name is Wendy (Wen for short) and I have a lot of shortcomings. I suffer from many physical and mental illnesses and quite frankly I am tired of them. I suffer from Agoraphobia, anxiety/panic attacks, IBS, Fibromyalgia, Acid Reflux/GERD, Barret's Esophagus, PTSD, Bipolar Disorder 1, Depression, Mitral Valve Prolapse, Narcolepsy, Restless Leg Syndrome, and Sleep Apnea. This is a lot to deal with and it gets so tiring because there always seems to be something wrong - I never get a break, never get a day of being pain free which is what I want most.



Depressed
Oct 21 2008
I am going into a depression that I think is the withdrawal from the Abilify because of the f%$&ing screw up on part of the person who runs the program I use.  I'm almost feeling out of controland can't stand it.  I don't want my family to have to suffer with my moods because of this, but what do I do?  I'm just trying so hard to keep control of myself, but it's getting more difficult as each day passes.  Today is just a bad day.  Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.



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written by Cori, October 21, 2008
Hang in there, you will get through this.
written by HopefulNJ, October 22, 2008
sorry I have some of those same problems and issues you suffer with too. I feel like shit today too. I am depressed too. But I am hopeful... hang on because you'll feel better again soon... keep hope alive...
written by justaftraid, October 22, 2008
Thank you both for your comments and encouragement, it really is appreciated and helpful for me. smilies/smiley.gif

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