Dont you sometimes think that damn, with all the other crap wrong with me, why do i gotta be mental too? In addition to the bipolar, i also have ulcers and endometriosis. So on top of being mentally unstable, i'm also in pain and pms'ing 2 weeks out of the month. it's so frustrating. going through that right now. i'm already in a funk and now my menses are all out of wack. Which if i go to the doctor, she'll tell my i'm due for my semi annual scraping (D&C and lap) which i dont want to do. so i'm walking around foggy adn drugged up. what a life to live. Been real emotional too. i think its because i'm teeter tottering. MY son says i'm trying so hard to stay stable that it's making me unstable and that pretty soon i'm going to snap. but what else can i do? Just keep doing what i'm doing i guess. Just call me TEETER!!